Sorry.

Hello guys. It's Mel. 
Now, I am 23 years old girl who lives in İstanbul. 
Kinda bored and re-back to here. I hope I'll continue my journey in here.

Sadly, I am not anime watcher anymore. I just feel like I am not fit in this hobby. Feeling like growing up changed many things in my life. But I still love painting line-arts. I still do.

I was looking at my old works in here and I felt liike I was happy when I color manga pages. These times my life is very greevy and I want to cut it down. 

I just want to be happy  again.

Yea, I'm in depression and my anxiety is raising up every fucking second. I am not good anymore.  So sad so lonely and just scared too much to talk with someone.